a day.

Hello , Goodbye

2009-03-01T03:21:00.000-08:00

People,

I will be leaving this lameeeee blog soon !
Don't worry , I will be moving to moon-moons.blogspot.com
Still childish? well that's all I can get :(
After so many tries of moonyee, mooners, and all. I FINALLY GAVE UP.

Probaly another good start for me , having a whole new renovation . A new life perhaps.

Thank you people who does bother to visit my blog :)
Much thanks :)

See you !

A week of bread.

2009-02-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

Hello people,

Well i'm pretty laid back from the last post. I'm just too lazy to blog. Nothing to blog in specific. I'm only flying off to melbourne in Jun. What a sad news. I hate it . Yes I hate staying in malaysia. For good.

Anyway, I heard pretty much about valentines. I am pretty sure most people did celebrated this day. The partners , friends and okay generally everyone. It is just how you celebrate it !

I had mine with a few friends. And, we talked alot :)

Thank you all for the valentines present :)
Appreciate it.

I will make sure my imaginary upcoming future boyfriend spend a romantic valentine with me. Heh:) *nat im a romantic human*!

Times at home is really pain in the ass. You will never know how it feels. Useless, aimless and everything else. So i have decided to join gym and keep my body up !
I want to be healthy skinny :)

I just had my supper just now. mmmm, maggie goreng that i have long craved. And today i managed to get them. You know i should really practice my malay . I'm so bad in it now . ish.

I forgot how to say ta pao. So instead of bungkus, i said, ambil keluar =.=.
That is so horrible. But yes, I still get my Mamak Maggie Goreng :)

The daddy so afraid i put on weight. So , he actually asked me not to finish it and eat less. Ish, means i'm fat to him :( weird, my dad never like me being fat. He wants me skinny ..

Comes to study, I'm so going for adobe short course. I bet it helps alot in the future. Slides presentation, what more? Beautify the assignments and grab more points ! There are so many things I would LOVE to learn :)

I want braces :( Aussie is charging way too much. 10k aussie dollar for the whole process. No way, so not worth the money. Malaysia they charge you most 6k ! the best one :) Yes, i am considering it now . Why not do it earlier right! my daddy never allow me . But i'm so doing it !

G9 is impressing me . So yummy ! the quality it brings is satisfactory. Check it out ! G10 is out now ! even better :) The camera I once owned best. I will show you my product later on :) But it may take awhile, as you know i'm very lazy !!!

My room is just too boring now . I need to re deco my room ! perhaps a trip to ikea helps ! pictures and pictures:) Love it when you see pictures around your room . It brings memory :)

I'm tired for now :)
Smile people
Toodles.

Happy Birthday

2009-02-11T11:22:00.001-08:00

Dear,

Happy birthday ! I will wish you bless with all needs and stay happy :)
It was the girl's birthday ! She is now 19 . Officially:)
Believe she understand much more and learned more.
Happy birthday Emily :)
You're always my girl.

It was the chit chat session with her.
Alexis it is.
I like the time with her.
It feels so comfortable. Sharing thoughts.
Well thank you for everything.:)

Maybe Sabrina should come along . And Apple should come along .
Just like how we spent that night :)
All four of us.
Just like old times.
Love you babe all.

We grow up so fast.
How i wish time could stop .
Just a little slower.
So i could spend more time being with you girls.
Leave down more memories.

Till then,
Toodles:)

the classic.

2009-01-15T07:45:00.001-08:00

life still goes on like how time is ticking.
gossips still exist like nobody knows the inventor.
human still the same human , born with eyes , ears, nose and mouth.
to sense, to hear, to see and mostly to speak how you feel .
lastly, our other part such as finger come to be useful for the recent growth of technology.
this is because we can express ourselves through blog !

Okay, honestly i am not feeling so much hyper. instead, i'm so stress out by certain things.
Being blamed for nothing you have done wrong makes you feel worst .
more specially that is something result to hurt a friend
Moreover, it is such a shame for you to put a finger on me saying things wasn't true and assuming me to be that kind of person.
I will be more than happy if you all trusted me .
I'm too naive to believe you guys took me as friends even at the first place.
Knew that you dislike me and amazingly creating such wonderful story .
You shall just bloody go for media because it requires nothing but creativity .
suits you well. I am just pissed at you . Because people named after you just have heaps problem to throw on . People like You.

For all of you that gave me such a huge time thinking . I believe in karma .
Thank you for treating me in such ways that has allow me to learned something .
Some lessons that are worth paying to learn at.
Just to see how beautiful a human can be.
Thank you for giving me such mass of shits to look after .

helllooo`

2009-01-03T06:36:00.000-08:00

happy new year and merry christmas !!!!

so so long eversince i last update . been so busy with holidays . I cant deny it's bad for health but yet it's relaxing .Anyway, i'll be moving my bloggie to another one .

Stay tuned people .
Will keep you update !!

aha , it's my lucky day today !
so lucky:)

bye !

busy

2008-11-12T04:15:00.000-08:00

it was all busy and rushyyy.

drama meeting.. media essay till 7 , drama presentation . Thank god im all over it . finally all overrrr.

I never care what people says anymore because what I bother is the trust of the few good friends.

Thank you shereen and michele for always being there for me .
Thanks gabby for doing so much
Thanks Douglas.

yes.

that's for now.
or
that's about it (shereen)

Maybe it was just me . But we are not as close as before , maybe it's because distance. I wonder why, Even I will get very pissed when you don't pick up phone calls . But I miss it now , which I miss more things about that . I miss being on the same bed with u , jelly and u know who . my bunny. All I wish for now is .... DO WELL FOR NIDA !!! I know you can do it well . but i hope you don't get in because I want YOU to stay in Melbourne .
I lOve YOU Darl.

never been home and on my bed for a very long time .

gosh

world

stress

myself, friends, more people

i'm done with it .

nite

m

miserable state

2008-10-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

it was ball . then after party.

I clear my mind and think about it over and over again .

that pictures just kept rewinding again and again .

maybe my tone was not appropriate enough.

my fault for bringing sharing up the table.

i could not blame you for throwing such temper.

and me myself, should have responded in a better way .

things won't turn that way.

it's my bad after all.

m

If I Were a Boy

2008-10-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

If I Were a Boy hits my jukebox. Same goes to Love story.

Moon is procrastinating like nobody business... she has to work something out. fill in her supplementary form . fix her bloody laptop, everything .. assignments and too presentation !!!!

it was mirror horror movie with popo then tian renn . yummmss ~...
i'm stuck for my drama , anyone can consume me some ideas? i'm OUTTT of ideas.
appearance vs reality . so yes , very linky to all humans.

'very well' seems to be my favourite quote now . i wonder why .. shereen is complaining for the frequent use that buggg her ears :)

my darling sher is just so lovely and i had to get her chocolates from the koko black . i love her too much .. yummm ..... wheeee, ricky cooked chicken rice . very nice of himmm . it's yummmmsss. surprisingly, that egg can cook and it was reallllyyy yummmsss. trust meee ...

mooners, have lil time left, and got to move on before it's too late.

cannibalism. that will be extreme ..

bedsheet, laundry, vaccum. i'm all done with that work . for good!
i miss apple chai.

hah

2008-10-21T03:20:00.000-07:00

that was a post that i did not publish .

anyway, work is getting ahead me. so i better catch them upp !!!

yummms, it was the weekenders doing their thing. study before seven ! haha , i did . and it was denny with his mini car . with 4 ladies in it ! hah , another night it seems !!! study study in the morning till the time comes. the beach it seems . yummm~ i wonder why my guy friends aren't 6 packs ?? then it was the other nightt . chapel st it seems . we headed to the ang moh club . the only asians there. lmao !!! i have super girlfriends . beer, wet pussy , 151, white wine, champagne . hahahahahahaha . you drink em all !!! i drove home !! yay !!! ahha i did and try !!
the talk all night !

well , moon just did uni application . and yessssssss, u know what !!!!! it was bad , she has to write a thousand word essay for god sake . she is filled already !! drama, eap , media, hoi .. OMG and yes one more . hamlet it seems !! he is bringing me biggie problem...

yes, juju bought a puppy !!!! he is very cute . that's all i can say . nothing can beat the cuteness .... kaizer it is and guess who's the godmother? ME!! he loves to pee on sher's bed . hoho . sher the other godmother .

gabby leaving soon !!!the man that will score only HD and D in his test and never fail getting 90 percent above and always the smart one.being able to choose the best uni he wants and miss all the classes he wants. i will miss him . no more teasing me the kampung girl, no more making me go crazy in max b, nomore everything . no more being the one to look after all of us during clubbing, the nights . he keep us safe all the time . he will never let anyone harm us . helping me with psychology books, helping me over uni things, talking over the fights , talking more deep inside . sharing with this old man really makes me feel better sometime !! make sure you do fly me to all country with first class:P

well well, i went gelatiii with the humannsss. so so so fulll :(

and yes .

to the one,
thanks for all the texts you send me everyday . it really made my day . thank you so much . i hope you're doing fine and well . i'll always be there to support you on :) don't give up ! love you !!!

dear ,

that someone whom i was close to once. someone that i treasure alot, a person whom i did spend the shortest time to get along with . Also in a short time we drift apart. such short time short friendship short days. it was really nice knowing you . and you being someone in my heart forever even things was never right. changing of evironment, changing of friends, of everything. we see the contrast and know it'll never be same anymore for now. i believe you live happier now and gets closer partners that click even smoother than my baby sister's skin. i'm happy for you my dear. the moments we shared together will always be kept in heart. i still love you. happy 18th birthday , you're eighteen . lots love ..
i have more to write . soon babe:)

x,
m

ishhhhhh

2008-10-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

mooners, is very lazy

she is still on her bed.

on her birthday !!!

she celebrated in The Italian with friends . Much thanks to the po for everything ! It was a normal dinner with them . Then it was seven we head to another round. My table goes so weird. My name on the alcohol filled table. We all had fun. It was memorable . Even it wasn't on the real date but i had fun !

Earlier, I had dinner with the trinity friends . We went to Kam Ding for food . The people even made a good intro for my upcoming birthday . They had me cake and fabulous presents... Even there is a exam to sit in and too a presentation to present but I was happy enough . I was really happy that night.

Then it was on the real day , very nice of them to count down together with me . Da ge brought out some sparkle fireworks and we sang song and blowing off candles from the mooncake !!! It was a fun night where you can see all of us are still playing with lanterns even at our age :P

At night was dinner at New Quay . somewhere near Doncaster . with the young cousins. It was really good but as I am too lazy to get my assignment done earlier, i had to go home and rush them . Lester bought me a lovely cake and also Yongene's strawberry cake from Brunetti . Thank you people for being so nice. Mum came and visit me and did good thing for me and makes me love her more . hehe, i still love her even she doesn't drop by for the surprise.
Since i have enjoyed so much, and even the Moon is so round, I still had to do my bloody 1600 word assignment . And it ended at 10 in the morning . Ricky, the egg is nice enough to keep me awake throughout the whole night ! What a night

On the following week, Billboard it was. We had futsal match at first . then we head there . Ky ask for the model search crap but no no, it wasn't my type . it was a busy night tho , Lucas being funny crapping heaps to us . Mj then send us home since darling sher is not well . Then I was pretty hungry, so Ricky asked if chilli malam works. so we both headed there and ate supper . gosh gosh, the wind early that morning is killing !!! it was 6 and the sky is totally bright. bed it was i went. then me and darling sher woke up late the next morning . WE went shopping !!!!!!!! then it was han guk guan . My god , we are so filled with food . at least we are happy to eat them . Shereen and Moon are greedy woman, and they love food ! Moon pray sher gets better . She need to fill up her energy to go everywhere with Moon !

it was susan's birthday then, we headed soong's kitchen for dinner . It was a great dinner . then it was chi lounge, i guess this was the best night of all . we did heaps funny stuffs. but it was a moment to do . what is really going on around me . what makes it so difficult to think and figure them out .

ishhhh

Moon is too lazy, she has heaps to do , uni application. melbourne chill with the bitches ,
assignments . arghhhhh .

spring festival

2008-10-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

moon. just finished performing for the spring festival and she is tired.

the practices reminds her of cheerleading . and she misses her girls.

tired.

my eye bags are getting obvioussss and heavy .

save moon

it was the past

2008-10-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

holiday, two weeks and it's gone now . i want my holidays back ! okay back to reality . it's not possible for now. well , you know i had one good good and enjoyable holiday . definitely fine .

will definitely, upload pictures soon . very soon , when i'm done transfering my files to this computer...

visha, she is here . wheee. but could not really spend time with her, as i have classes and dance practice these days. I was suppose to go for dinner with the mj, but dance come first !! spring festival is near near . gosh busy week this week . omg omg . how ?? i need need to practice before I screw them up .

gosh, cross finger . i need to get into uni . at leasttt.... pleaseeeee..
i'm out of words la . can't think what to write anymore.

it was the beach

2008-10-06T21:44:00.000-07:00

it was the beach it seems.

very cold night and we walked along st kilda beach .

very nice night .

it was just a walk to burn my bloated feeling.

much thanks for bringing me to this secret place .

right...

wohooo. natalieee. i know you will comment on this thing.

i'm still same old romantic . hah !

will updateee soon .. i promisee !

happy birthday

2008-10-02T18:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTYNNNN !!!

my love dear, my message wasn't sent and only I realised.
still wish ya had a good day babe .

What a night. yoeyoeeee bar againnnn.....
ishhhhh

Happy birthday to me

2008-09-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

kekekeke.

i know it's like pass already .

but yes.

how i spent them?

literature essay till the very next morning 10.

kekekeke.

will blog more soon

thanks for all the wishes:)

similar

2008-09-06T20:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday was one day . the day before was a past.

turn on to this old place again, we start dancing and drinking.
with the new friend's treat ABC .
turning out to be a normal night.
the awkward moments, the push, the eyes.
can hurt me now. and i wonder why.
the call was even more heart aching.

po and me both drove all the way to chapel street.
we found a tiny cozy place called la camera.
then, was side parking that almost laugh our ass off.
two glasses of shiraz and more talking . the reason why it hurts.
luciano, kind enough to treat us another two glass on house.
we laugh, laugh and laugh to make sure we laugh all over.

we then do side parking again , china town this time.
gene was waiting for us downstair, we then sang "tian kong" in chi lounge.
in minutes, people appear again that make it more hurting.
we left and kebab near parkville. wonder why such food exist . it is way too delicious !!
hit home and could not bare to close my eyes.

why you pull back. you need not to do so.
i'm cleaning my room AGAIN !!!!

x

phewww

2008-08-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

phewww. work till late night and only manage to get my beddie for 3 hours. rushed for class and yes, exhausted. you never want to experience me . the amount of essays given, the word limit that can almost skin you alive. but what, i manage to get them on.

according to ash
moon: can be defined as the act of flashing or revealing ones backside to stranger .
mooner: a person who flashes others with their ass.

what sort of theory is that. something is wrong with this ridiculous ash . just because my pm can't help appearing to be related to backside. eh , jealous ishhhh.

im so so lazy , can't help to only eat chocolate and food. sher and i was so hyper and wanted to walk all the way towards 7evelen just to get a chocolate bar or pods. gawd. but she fell asleep .

im very pissed with stupid asshole. childish mini eggie bastard. why can't you just sit properly and stop hitting my bloody chair . i'm on my way to dream land . can't you just bloody ass let me sleep for awhile ? you woke me up you asshole . glen didn't even comment me sleeping but YOU're disturbing my ass out. why can't you read your stupid novel quietly without moving . your asshole face make me pukeeeee. you should at least apologise . my very retard hair is pulled by your ugly legssss. i'm serious if it happens again , i will shout my lungs out at you . make you embarrass . i don't care if you keep repeating this childish act. i don't find your bloody jokes funny . asshole, what a good name for people like YOUUU . gentlemen huh, you dont deserved to be acknowledge as one . anyway, i mind you because you're so kiasu . heh

woot, ngong ngong, better get rid of your sinus and dont tell me you're enjoying it again. i'm gonna smack your buttock . heh . that will be funny ...

emily biatchhh , hoho . you better get well soon and meet your boyfriend. much much love for you and yesss wait till i come home and you'll see me fat . i dreamt of you , you were so bloody skinny in that dream . so i bet you must have lost weight. lemme scan you through when i'm home. betterrrr,

apple darling . woot , . shhh, let it over. expressing your anger not necessary the best way . infact, forgetting it helps more. heh true? being happy is what we all need right now . enjoy all along .

sabbie . the perverted bitachh hahahaha. my gawd, can't believe what we actually talked about that night . LMAOO . anyway you're enjoying i can see. keep it up . oh and yes, remember your friend's bro? I SEE HIM AGAINNNN . and this time he is right behind me . there's a moment where i wanted to just ask him .... i didnt . paiseh la . later he perasan think im hitting on him .

cynthia ... aiyorr . skinny biitchh . now you own the title . hahaha eat more . don't torture yourself. i miss you heaps heapsss. someone's birthday coming eh ? when? hehe . i sengaja . drive safely you darlinggg .

siewwan ,this ngong po . hahahahah . im gladdd you're happy now . so we belong to the same group now . same category . heh. happy people . keeps your eyes open everynight so you can see me . hehe . thanks for your masque . it was so nice of you . so thoughtful . when i see them, they remind me of you :)

natalie chaii . where is my leng cai ?? spot him mou?? got get number mou????? tell me eh. long time no news .. shit i wanna go korea. and see how you live in that country . my friend is bugging me to go backpack with her . omggg. hahaha . she hates me cuz i have a friend that studies in korea . hahahaha .

i'm not boring . but just being restless. i'm very very very tired. my eyes could barely open . but just these thoughts interupt my mind . and i have to do so .

my energy now =zero.

maths class later and drama meeting . OMGG

xx

moon is so so lazyy

2008-08-24T21:01:00.000-07:00

omg , my sher darling. heart her most. she'll never let me down.
izzy, pretty , kuku , me and the hottie ..:) mixer party..
the hot dancers. wah wheee. exclude me.
he have got new tattooo . wheeee. on both hands itseld . hua yu "thumbs up"
shinny and me are probably the happiest that night

this is how my messy table goes :)
shota , the japan dude just light most of our days up!
Ryan , the bestie, the birthday boy and the sweetest girlfriend.
kaya balls and mei mei, long time besties.
xin yi ! all the way from msia just to visit her sis :)

hoho, the red peeps. celebration for hoong .huhu
omg, when i see him , just burst out laughing . same goes to him . the kenneth
the popo and cu
the girls in the eve.. heh
my room . you love it? it's greenyy

he has green eyes. he doess..... eugene stalker . heh
credits to popo
heh , pretty :)
my DHL package . wheee
evelyn and muahhh

hoho . the humansss
look at the three greedy guys . very very the greedy
the girls
the birthday girlll !!!!
next round . heh . party world:) sing sing sing
have you seen two rainbow at the same time?
the darling suet . we are all blue as we're floating now:)
the bitch michele. i still heart her
the frozen guys . it's cold peoplee..
the bestttt thing i spot . parrot outside lincoln square building .

right . she is still in her bed . hah

greattt.. she will work her ass out . yes .

good business yea.

love the song you sang me . "closer"

haha anyway , enjoy the pictures

peeps, moon misses you !

one step at a time

2008-08-24T03:32:00.000-07:00

hey people. assignment are close to the end.

but more presentation is coming up . heh

she had a good time with the friends.

more and more things she sees now.

she's wondering whether is that the right thing to do.

is that right?

or should i just draw a full stop so it will not go on.

what an unfavourable time.

drastic change.

xx

heh

2008-08-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

heh

don't kill me .

i'm still alive.

assignment eating me up.

i swearrrr !!!!

yummm~ dinner is so great.

my first meal today !!!!

hehe, people. i had a very chi kik moment last week . i finish my psychology essay in 2 days . squeezing a month thing into one don't sound right . but yes, i did finish them up . thanks amrit. thank you so much , without you, i'll be sleeping soundly infront of my retarded ass computer.

good news is MY COMPUTER DIED ON ME . they hate me . i wonder why does all these unfortunate luck surround me . well , in a row 3 TIMES. but yea , sick for a week . the compaq comp died on me . lucky me, my dad turn up to save me by sending over this retarded laptop.

daddy , happy birthday. i may not be able to grant you anything yet but you wait, i'll get you R32 . i know you love it . love ya heaps dad.

well, hoong. 21st birthday . lu, shin and me plan out the surprise by sending the cake and flower over to port melbourne waterfront. and we rush homey to prepare. i drove to lu's place . heh . it was then the waterfront !! humans all around . heh . then party world. sing sing . ricky and michael both of you LMAO. what surprise me was some calls .hah ! talked to hoong till 3 ish as i have morning class. but im too lazy to drive home so i miss whole day .

but, i went to the clinic today . i WAS sick . still sick.. doctor talked to me for sometime andddd gave me antibiotics. so rare kayyy. aussie people never give antibiotics. they would only advice you panadols or neurofen . lousy doctors.

moon has lots to speak . but she is working her ass out and party in the end of the week. i swear , this time enjoy all i can . i've been stressing out for a moment.

later~
love, m

i hate it

2008-08-11T05:37:00.000-07:00

there's a better picture. will post them
i want that smile again :)
bitches i miss heapssssss
i just love this picture and love them
vincent's party.
the bitches
me and ivana . mind my fat legs...

today? well , class as usual and starting to worry on my assignments . gawd! few thousand words are killing.

and you ! i hate it when you ask me give up. i hate it so so much.

too much to do .
gotta stop being so slack !
toits :)

looking back

2008-08-08T23:22:00.000-07:00

moon looked back . she was browsing through her pictures . and find high school life she misses . the times she had . lucky there's presence of camera . makes life a little more worthwhile.

my percentage dropped to 77. gotta attend class from now on. if not i'll be seeing all my friends in malaysia . sigh, i still don't have my internet . i'm using julius's internet . hehhhh . yesterday they went to seven . party party party . around 2 douggie called . telling me sher went black out just now. so yea, waited for them to come home.

it's a saturday morning . oh and yesterday was olympics . the opening is wonderful . just so beautiful . ahhhh , mooners gotta get going . her media is due tomorrow.

she stopped thinking so much and has finally remember to love.

can't wait to get home now .
mariah carey's songs made me in love. "i stay in love"

heh, i'm gonna start taking more pictures. make you an album :)

m

home

2008-08-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

i've been home for four days straight . Moon is very very sick . It was the worst among her days . And she is dead bored staying at home . But no choice . Gotta rest . Sleep and sleep . Thanks to those who concern :) fever now has finally decided to leave but cough and flu self invite to my body !

My pills are all gone :) gone ! But i'm still not getting any better . Now i've spread them to the young cousin . She did not go school today but stayed home with me. Should really see the amount of tissue we both used .

Eh , people how's life out there ? I miss you guys . Tell me aite . Oh people , go watch the dark knight ! Did i mention it before . But great movie . Feels like watchin it again !

Tomorrow , i have to get out from my bed . Been sleeping in for hours and not doing anything . Feels kinda useless . Gotta make my headache and dizzy go away !

It's hard to breath sometimes :)
Ta !

boiling

2008-08-03T08:05:00.001-07:00

39 degrees babe . hitting on so much . i'm dying ... heh . but i manage to fnish my media assignment . good for me . i don't quite remember how many pills i took . got to recover asap . i have to !

give up

2008-08-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

ngek . she shall never give up . ngek . she's very dizzy . god bless her.

moon is dying

2008-08-02T18:14:00.000-07:00

see i knew it's coming . yesterday night was the worst night i ever had . feels like im in iceland and back to sauna . it feels so so bad . panadol is out . arghhhhh . i wore some very thick jacket to sleep . heh . my head was dead painful . can't really sleep the whole night . my gawd, im like a panda now . cough cough cough . gawd . i better get to work . work on my assignments . before im too sick to do them .

i need to get well... like this

picturesss

2008-08-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

okayyy . let pictures do the talking . shereen is in deep sleep . i just got back from 2 fattening cake and ice chocolate. movie with kenneth and cho sek today . i'm getting sick . i know it's coming . i'm gonna finish my media tomorrow . hipping on to the next level . toits :)

debate

2008-08-01T00:56:00.001-07:00

my god . kuku ditched me . i was debating all alone . thanks kuku . but yea , you get well soon . see i told you you're not strong . you need me to carry your psychology book !!!!! she just dont heart me . people gave me an average of 8.25 and you think i don't deserve it . there's always disadvantage to go on first . yes , homosexual should not have the right to adopt children because god creates adam and eve not adam and steve.

yesterday was a day . i hate being home now . so off i went to find myself something . went over melbourne central and walk around alone again . heh . den library . we went state library and it's really pretty . bailileu was next . meet adrina there and did some research . some selfish human just took all my psychology book away . okay i'm going to monash and rmit to check them out . time flies like superman . walked with adrina and while walking back , doink ash show up . bastard , i told him he's a stalker . den while he's killing me sher passed by and did not recognise and thought we're some crazy people . get home and get dress . ash called and offer to walk us to queen st . please , he just wants company . met stalker no 1 eugene there . so the two stalker walked away . we girls then waited for shuwei and ivana . element is next . it was boring . but it's ky's company celebration or something . then sher wants to go home cuz she's sick . when i return a guy is hitting on her . so i back off and went over to jessie . she rape me !!! heh . finally i catch sl and ky's girl . talked to her and waited for sher to bug me home . heh .jessie loves my smell . it's random i know .

class as usual . we went to sbs . it was a tour . walked around and see how radio stations work . then rushed back. me and livia bought apple from safeway and aloe vera . then slowly i walk to fsc . my god . the wind can blow me away . i'm serious . it's very very cold here . very !!! sher is sleeping and had to wait for her to wake up . she's sick . the dei's ask for max b . but i want to do research . so i'm staying here and take it up so i can be free. tied down by all these assignments.

well , drama , nancy is in my group . my gawddddddd. impossible . she's so bossy . dont think she can boss us around and y our idea sucks . so back off . we don't like you . but my groups are real powerful . heeh . strong i mean . so yeaps . rehearsal next week . but i still havee time for a drink i hope . was suppose to follow shin and all to ski today . but can't . just too much going on .

moon is disappointed . heh.

mind her for throwing all these crap . she don't mean it . she's just boredddddd...

xoxo
m.

heart broken

2008-07-29T21:25:00.000-07:00

well , someone broke into my homey . yes everything is gone . what else . i have 3 assignments coming up . cant ask for more . feels like screaming my lungs out . just so feelin to hook on a beach . gold coast . i'll come , you wait for me .

its very tiring nowadays . i asked michele and ryan . what if i got stab one day . what will you do ? both of them answer me in a funny way . first i'll scream den i'll hit the mobile and reach the police . while they are saying , hands are on the table . it's made out of wood ."touch wood" hahaha .

well well, back to the house . police came . trying hard to trace finger prints . but failed !!! took a few pictures . eating up my precious time . rushed home and clean up the mess they throw on . so annoyingggg . but everything is over . what's more sad is after that . a conversation that last only 5 minutes max.

thanks sabbie for giving me the huggies i need . and remember we're suppose to go hawaii . you know why . heh ! shereen is joining some cool class . kungfu . lmao !! i'm going to gym . but assignments just stop me . thursday . kaya balls event . silly's bf birthday . gosh . ryan's birthday coming up . everythng is eating up . debate on this friday . my gawddddd..

im really aimless now . heh . gotta start preparing for my class . and im only going home with one intention . to do something i think will worth all my hardwork .

see ya people . pictures will be up . you all wait !
love all of you . see the moon is chasing over the planet .
kiddo ash , you'll die . cuz i will stab you the next time i bump into you .

saturday

2008-07-25T23:28:00.000-07:00

this very morning . woke up without remembering how i fell asleep last night . had a hectic day . right . thought sher was in the other room . only i knew she got home without me noticing . i can finally sleep . thanks to the smirnoff. while watching drama series with suet . thanks for helping me on with the blanket when i'm freezing ..

gone to michele's room and find the bitch busy studying . so off i went to the library . the book is just not there !!!! walked over to the leeper . it's closed . walk over to engineering building but it's close . tried so hard . but i finally hit the street again . went to nasi lemak house to meet the peoples .

and i'm back to sher's balcony . its so difficult to see birds in the city or melbourne . so i reach out . i see a bird flying alone . where's it's partner? it's flying anothher way . how funny . i saw them flying together once . it's going separate ways now . maybe it's fated to be so.

i'm not being emo . just that came out from my mind ... assumptions.!!! three assignment in a row . gawddd. how can i not start . my day is wasted just like that . what else. tomorrow , will be the dance practice. den monday will be college . how lifeless..

yesterday , suet and me had a chat while waiting for the two humans. she made me realise what's good here . we talked about what we can do , all we want . it's funny . really . it's realistic . not easy to achieve what we actually dreamt of .and we don't see it coming .

i was so surprise about jo . well, one is walking away . why must life be so
shitty . i don't know . and yea , sunday is coming . it is.

pscychology on call . bye

it just didn't last

2008-07-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

it's winter people . Wind just came with not telling you. More clothes need to put on . More classes gonna be miss . More sleeping problems . I hope anita can help me out with it .

My dear , why are you so careless ! You better take good care of yourself . Get well soon okay , make sure i'm there next time to held you on . Love ya

My heart just froze . It didn't move any good ! I wonder how i face them , can i ? I don't know . Not now , not anymore . I thought i didn't want to go home . But i did and i stayed home instead of college . I made myself busy by cleaning the entire room . Making it look prettier . Warmer i would say . I guess things just come and go . Mine wasn't here anymore . I made it away . Well , i'm very sick with assignment already . More is coming up . So annoying ! A list was made by me . My food list . I'm very greedy . I love food . Cant stop eating .

The birthday this year most probably will be afantastic one .the very next day goes my term three exams . How nice . Just the right timing. Sit home and study on my birthday . How good if we could just go for a dinner . Right ? My notebook just don't have i tunes which is killing me . Internet is still not available ! Stay home and wonder . Do homework !

It's only five and sky just have to make tones ! Annoying . And with addition of cold weather ! Bad combination . Tomorrow gotta go library for research . Homesexual should have the right to adopt children . Right , and i'm against it . Hello , they should have kids ! But just we happen to be the other party . Well no good . I cant think of much point to counter the fores
. My brain not working !

Can you think of what to do when you're given a chance to do what you want . Without any obstacles ? What would yot do ? I don't know :( i'm too bored to asap . I should stop . Bye .

back in the refrigerator!

2008-07-17T23:46:00.000-07:00

hey people . i'm no more in hot oven anymore, infact im in a refrigerator now . freezing cold . okay , you know what , my internet is still blood not working yet . so i got to wait and wait . so no pictures . haha . this term can stab me alive, i'm serious..

firstly, goes my result. oh well, i didnt do well for certain one . not all !!! then on the first day , goes my assignment for pychology then HOI . my god . they are all too sweet to just due nearby !!!! i have to work my freaking ass out !!!! and yes, sadly another one goes to media! !@$^&$@)(**&^% # it's due even earlier . so now , who's willing to give me a hand ?

yes, i have been missing sleep recently . thanks to jetlag . my gawd. im like sleeping in malaysia hours . i'm even late for class and miss a few of them . what a good student / !!! what to do , im tying to adjust them back to the right time . see , so now i'm staying over at sher to have a normal life . yes, normal . exactly.

well . talk about my malaysia holiday break, it was fairly good and i love it . more more memories starting to move my neurons on . thanks for everything . everything you did , you being understanding and being loving . well , i guess decanter was the place i visit most ! i have not get enough my movies. i'm so late behind !!!

my darling, thanks for the hug, you tell me how much i meant . i didn't know i do mean something . thank you . i appreciate it very well . at the same time im happy . thanks for everything .oh yea , don't fall asleep on the sofa anymore . not worth it . better off get on your comfy bed !! tonnes better :) do what you're happy of..

dear skinny, don't let tear fight you on no more . you can do it . i know . overcome it and you're done with it . thank you for your words that night . at first i thought it was just out of alcohol fault . but i found out you remembered. thanks :) hand on there ya , take my word for it :)

the sayang, well im glad to see you again . everything goes bigger for you . wheee . ehehe , well love ya la . stay on that way . im sure my next visit we will make it more often than ever. let's go makan , more and gain weight !!

my tree, just so happy related to you la . fly fly fly so fast .. haha . but i miss you la . i really do !!!!

you little future coming aussie friend !!! thanks yea for your facial mask .. very precise of you . thanks . i still remember i owe you a dinner here . come and get it . ahha , well my darling terima kasih kerana sudi share sama saya .

and the bff's thanks banyak la !

well, it was a short one but joyous one . so im lovin it . hhahah , so mcdonald-ish . what to do , mconalds no fans here . so too bad !!! i hate winter, so cold and make me starve . so means eat more . retarded . sudah gemuk la . okay i don't know what i crap la . but boring . my drama class cancel .... jack is sick :( so im free at least . after a whole "good" day .

oh oh !!! i have got a pressie from the bf . whee , so nice of you . for once . aha . well yea , thank you la . appreciate it . so much . don't complain okay ....

wheeeee, im now in the comp lab waiting so hard for shereen . i wanna go home sleep !!!! insomnia okay .....oh before i forget, thanks shereen for making him get me the moon sparkle !!! just love it so much . next i will go for the ck summer limited edition !!!

see ya people .
love ya .
and i finish gossip girl in 2 days .
haha okay im gonna stop .

love,
m

it's for you biatch !!

2008-07-07T08:48:00.001-07:00

oh my god . you know what , he is the hottest person i ever saw . so hawtttt..... can we have him ?? okay it dont sound good . but yea, it's an addiction . the attractive-ness . wheeee.

omg , it's okay if you have him . share a bit can satisfy me . eheheh .
this is so lousy . but i'm just feeling it .

love ya biatchhh

pocketfull of sunshine

2008-07-06T10:43:00.000-07:00

well peeps, i'm back . see i told you i wont take long :)i have finally return home and yes spend equal time with everyone of you . well, found out that that's plenty out there knew the existence of one day. oh gawd.

anyway, im back home , home malaysia home. yes , a short break . for twelve days . and yes my exams are done . but the scariest moment will come . it will i believe . god knows what will happen . i should see my maths teacher more often :)

whee, yes i'm back and in a way malaysia just play a better role . SOMETIMES . just unlucky me , twice the same race just happen to abuse their own child in front of me . how could you ??? if you have no love for them then screw it . dont make them exist . your acts make me puke . what a shame . gosh . that's really ridiculous . i could not believe this . my heart is trembling .

the last time i came back i have no room for malaysia food. this time i do . so i'm hitting al stalls to eat all i want. yes i get the pleasure and manage to satisfy myself, but on the other hand it's fattening . i've gain weight FYI. and i gain pretty lots. chubby me , haha can you imagine me? no ?

i had the yummy delicious nasi lemak . it's heaven yess heaven !!!!!! cheers. wheee, had lunch with the biatch michele since she's down here for the musical . she have got great parents. and yes thanks hauyee for the sticker picture . it's been so long ain't it . and you kristtyyynnnn, i miss you a bunch .

wohoo, it was apple's birthday celebration . we made it earlier as she's heading back to shanghai . i miss her now already ...well hope she loves the present i've got her. although its mini but it brings meaning kay :) met the skinny cynthia . she's so so so so skinny . gosh worst than me . whee , sabrina didn't change a thing . lastly goes to the hot babe, you turn so skinny emilychai... you look good now . keep the hardwork up babe. i'm pleased and delighted to see you all again :)

well, i have very little time left . how i wish my holidays were longer , so i could spend time with every one . every single one . ain't it a better idea? well , people do change . a drastic change. wow you know what, i respect you . for your change . for realising how it feels. somehow you made me speechless . you do . amazing you !

whee and the bff's you guys do rock , thanks . lead me through the good and bad . take good care of me . you guys help me on . and being nice to share your top secret with me . wheeeee :) thanks a bunch... you all are fabulous people.

i know pictures pictures..... im here to explain why . since i've just moved to parkville which is my new house. they have very low signal there, which means internet doesn't work there for now . i've been waiting for ages for the bloody internet to come . so just bare with me . i will do what i can aite :P plus , with one very good reason my comp suck . so you all better mind me....

went to the klcc , not the heaven shopping area but the place where lots exhibition held on. woooshhh !!! it's so big, and i accompany the big man the whole day. and he screaming and dying to go and i'm taking my own sweet time . omg . sorry :(

im joining gym, i'm serious . wheeee . since the big man wants me to maintain my size now so he have no choice but sponsor me. wohooo , such a good man . wheee durian just light my day . so yummmmmyyyyy . arghhh !! love it so muchh . im so gonna eat more for the next coming days :)

i miss you allllll, and i do .

xoxo,
m

my godddd

2008-07-01T08:12:00.001-07:00

arghhhh i finally remember !!!!
sorry for being so slack . actually i'm just being too silly to not remember my username:) i will update . i promise. will make it up for you guys...

love , m

perhaps

2008-06-07T21:12:00.000-07:00

well. I know i've been lacking much . I just don't have a chance to get access to the internet . So got to bare with it for a moment .

I miss home . Miss malaysia life . The sunday life . Waking up late afternoon and hit on the breakfast . I feel like stalking ikea now ! It's a sunday morning .

My heart ache . It hurts . I could shut my eyes for awhile but just so happen to be woke by the pain .i should go for rugby really . At least work out my heart . Lack of protein ? Or i might just get a heart attack . Who knows . Exams are near . I'm currently craving for delicious food .
I got to get going . I'm not using the computer . So i'm not sure when will be my next post . Take care people . Love you !

insomnia

2008-05-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

lack of update . i know
no pictures available .
all under construction .

moon currently trying very hard to convince herself to get her hands moving . force her tiny weeny brain to function and work on. but she has alot to say .
insomnia strikes me numerous days. and no one seems to bother . for once , the beauty sleeping time seems to replaced by homework time.yes, i'm so haphazard. screw me .

hail stormm . runnn !! weeee . my umbrella turn the other way round . lucky i put on weight . pretty stable and wind can't carry me on. subway kind enough to fill my tummy. i know , random.

History ideas just screw me on . and i realise , being inadequate with higher education gives you bummpyy dumppy road.

rashessssss, so annoying . its all over my face now . sher , ryan gone case . both needed help from the pharmacist . me and michele need to pray hard for our health . so ugly.

just so happen , i was with my usual self , wait for the tram , hop on and yes , my journey begins . i was reading tiberius gracchus and something just hang me on. my nerves just somehow connected to another network . it makes me think what is everyone else thinking at the very same time? problems? song lyrics (for those with ipods) ? day dreaming? i really do wonder.

the lady own a pair of gorgeous eyes . could not ask for more . non-verbal communication , she look sad. seems very distracted, disturbed. since my stop comes long way , i observe again .

i asked myself , do i look troubled? ignore the red spots on my skin .

i'm jsut being random .
you people mind me .
assignment time . i have got tonnes to do . boo!

you, gracefully . i totally understand . totally observed well. it hurt me quite sometime.

bad day

2008-04-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

moon is round . stars are all over . what could you ask for more?

walking down the moon , kissing by the edge will make a good day. so romantic.
yes i am one romantic person . screw me . well bad one for me , i had rashes right after math tutorial. was scratching all over , wondering why is it so itchy ? i couldn't help it , so off i went to the pharmacy and get some help . bought the pills and gulp gulp . don't make any better somehow . how bad. didn't really bother much .

well , when it hit friday , yohoo . party time . but hell , what i did ? nothing , it's jason's birthday at seven . but im glad too , i spent time with the mich and sher . after one week cooking we decided to hit on lygon . universal studio again !!　fattening food there .. cheese arghhh!! so bloody full , and yes , fortunately we bump into richard. im too tired to talk . lucky me , and michele do all the entertaining work .was movie then, right after we walked home right then , since it's still early , they wanted to hit the wine shop . but it's all closed . haha . i had a realllll hot shower and didn't remember when i fell asleep . yes what a good one .

force my eyes to open wide early 8 wasn't a too good thing . lucky me , im picked to go on the 930 session . vaccination can . omgggg . was so blur , i walked to cardigan st . registered and yes straight after i do my vaccination . since i'm already there , ask the doctors how these red patches happen to grow on my bloody neck and hand and wherever. bug bite . yes , i hate themmm . since the sher is still in her dreams with rain , decided to hit the city , was so peeved by tram drivers ,had to do some walkings . basket on the right , ipod the other hand. texting the man. people wonder why am i so blissful. i just love shopping in coles . bought some milk , cereal , bread and ham . spent long hours there . then back to the arrow.

by using the assets i've got , made sher breakfast and she adore it im glad . didn't store alastair's memo on . sher reminded me i have rugby . was so lazy but then i still hit princess park . pretty nice weather . had the play. sports is good , at least i missed my lunch . since they wanted brainless football , cait and me didn't feel very comfortable there so we head home. college square off she went and arrow i come . chilled with mich and sher till robust ryan called. as the moon have got zero energy to live on , she decided to ditch them .haha , she spent her time sleeping at sher's while others went vienna bar for vietnamese food . then they head on fredos for gelato . was too tired and didn't realise i actually had a call from them , my brain speak to them . then they went federation square without me ! and soon after not long , their voices interupt my dream . they did grocery shopping . so i headed to college square with them , played lame games . den we girls with the sunday savers gone to ikea . and stopped by vietnamese restaurant . den home .

ou people must watch never back down . it is a good movie . real good . sean faris as tyler is so hawttt . he have got the perfect body . and earlier on , cait and me wanted to be muscular too , so we went to gym . yes , only 60 sit ups take us up . we did running too and it kills fats:)

assignment coming up now . and im scared . so much to do . and yes my first reports are all out . eventually not too good . only certain one . arghhh , i hate them . when it comes to her . she is justtttt so so annoting . i wonder whyyyy .

okay screw me . i have nothing better to do and blog about . hate me . im boring .

how's your match ?? tell me la . im curious ......youuuu!!!

toodles peeps:)

i know i know

2008-04-16T05:01:00.001-07:00

i have been very slack i know . that is so not a proper way . yes , but i'm just too busy to do the update . mind me . anyhow , holidays just flew off like that . goshh and yes , weight dont go stable . went on and off .

college started well off . yes one very good thing . moon yee missed out her very first class of the year . and the term as well . it's psychology aite . the cause is , i only hit the bed at four ! you la . omg . den only i realise the time wasn't set back to aussie time . that's why it is ugly .

i'm not sure what else to go on with . please bare with me and i'll update .
tired at the moment . very very .

sorry babe.

i remember

2008-04-01T19:44:00.000-07:00

i remember how it happened.
the way you both looked at me.

time put me to realise , to understand.
no matter what the reason is.
the strong instinct turn to hit the middle heart.

perhaps that don't seem anything,
but how i wish you could stand hereby feeling with me.

:)

part 2

2008-03-30T04:57:00.001-07:00

hilton , vincent and jason
peeeeeeeeeeeeepssss

picnic at botanical garden.

MJ and JUANNNN silly is eighteeeeennn!
seee him shuffle!
nick's b'day
elroy with his trolley
resa, mich, gena

adrienne in pink !!!!!!!!

happy birthdya shereeennn!!

edgar and elroy , in lit lecture...

finally .

2008-03-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

meet elroy, messing around in QV
ju ju and the natazia with our boost !!
kym with the most delicious gelato!
chilling at national library's park . nice weather.

bush dance , with the gals

theme of the day

rugby at treasury park !

ST KILDA BEACH!

sher, ryan, nick

Ayie !!!!!!!!

wesley is just plain cheerful !!

with the cousin , tania :)

easter

2008-03-29T07:56:00.001-07:00

easter peeep!!!easter , booooo . i had many easter eggs . so yummy and i gain like tremendously . don't be surprsie if you see another moon up the sky . boo me . so deprive for food . not a good thing at ALL.i still have a huge one in sher's. it's pretty good to do grocery shopping at 2 morning. with the freeze on weather. two bimboo walk along the road without paying any attention . one blind and the other blur . too blind for me to walk home but i manage to .well exam just ended like usual ,. gosh , i never thought mathematics could go that far. damnn. lit was too a drop out . god damn it , what i bloody focus fully on didn't turn up. *snap*

well , before exam was good . i did do the thing by burning mid night oil . since i have my mass communication assignment bothering . being a good girl and for ju's sake . and too silly's sake . was rockpool for dinner . it was marvellously good . deserts, gosh . i put on so much weight . anyone could offer a hand ?? then was asian princess @qbh . what a ten minute . manage to just suit myself for ladies . wasn't well organised . it was real chillin . back to aiman's humongous apartment . suit ourselves . supper and it hits 3 . goshh . caloriessssssss. it was at ju's place . marcus is just so funny. i should have recorded and show him the next time when he's totally conscious. heavy lunch and then study study.

CQ was a blast . gosh , words can't explain . but it was aite and toit ! was suppose for strawberry farm but gosh examm. so didn't manage to have my strawberry plucking session . i'll definitely go one day . i know i will . chillin at chilipadi not cheap aite . roti canai , more to bread and curry . gosh . 9 dollar . arghhh! killin . ayie with his lambo . ran home for sake of the wind .shopping here can be very good . and then , i realise when guys come to love shopping they can love it more than girls . gosh . they spend so long in guesss!!! people have to stay 30 minutes later for sake of the two guys . maz brenners gonna be so rich . chocolates there are so so so o delicious . trust me . it's a must to chill place ...

i miss malaysia now , and i serious do , laksa and nasi lemak .and friends .i miss all you people. so much

toodlesi'm out of words.

believe

2008-03-15T04:48:00.000-07:00

the shadow of yours ,
could not sight by me.
you sight me off .
the look you gave .
watery huge eyes leave me pictures.
innumerable memories .
colours send me notice .
diving into the ocean , reminds me .
beyond the miles ,
huge piece of blue sky .
form shapes .
never be insatiable.
held by dantier.
enjoy the scenery .
moon never sleeps .
remain there ever.

plagiarism

2008-03-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

being away for weeks i guess . ever since the college started , life is hectic . you'll never know how bad it can be .

yes natalie , i'm here again but still with my same old nonsense . i'll not go very precise with my following one :)

melbourne could take the capital being weird . weather here change even quicker than a female . never underestimate them . it's crazy and i'll never ever fancy them . a fourty degree could cook me already . imagine how tan i could be now . you'll never know . the two tone colour irritates me . it's darn ugly !! i'm out of sunscreen . no hat no play , that's what my little cousin told me .

i've not been home . homeless . been spending most nights out there . not prefer to be so . fact is , class starts early , i'll be late . so the 10 minute walk away home goes my decision .

could never imagine the burden here . the style , the life , and goes the things to do . no more mamak , no more hopping into a car . honestly i've never ride on car for very long . imagine me chasing for the tram . no prerogative to girls nor elderly . it depends on the tram driver tho .

my accent never make any difference . still the mixture of malaychinese . rojak remain rojak , come along with the singapore rojak now .

term 1 started just right two weeks and yes exam is just right then . gosh , what on earth it is . holy mama crap ! so much to study yet so little provided . spend your weekends with homework never sound good . but , we girls still tattle along . never stop .

psychology assignment coming up due tuesday . should lower intelligent people be sterilise? what a topic . it notices me , every question being throw out don't necessary need a answer . this comes to work my nerve and vessels along .

drama , funny one . acting infront of humans from nowhere . and glad enough the test just gone pass me . i scored a 8 . it was a mime . a story needed to be figure out . act it and do it . geez, finally it's over .

mathematics , gosh . add math more likely . kill more cell of mine . so complicated , so quick , so annoying , so frustrated . screw math . should keep it flowing?. melbourne uni happen to be my aim . journalism don't seems to suit me on . business requires mathematics . so in mind .

girls here are just so hawt . that's a statement . easter comes along . easter eggs all along . i just heart them so much . never tried them . celebrating them for the first time interest me .

melbourne friday night seems to last longer than ever . shopping here just so tempting . screw them .

mind the pimple on my face .
toodles !

arrown on swanston

2008-02-28T01:34:00.000-08:00

yesterday night was a blast tho . we finished class early . ahah , while waiting for the rest to finish , we chilled at lounge . watch them pool . was alright . then , they were real nice people and they walked down to QV . our first purpose was slipper . but , me and adgar ended up buying chocolates at big W since we are craving for them . then we nick was out of mood . so we three walked back to arrow and gone to sher . then , we split our ways . some gone for dinner and some gone to gym .

well , the 3 meany girls walked down to vixtoria market . for god sake . we have no idea where the place is but yes we got there finally . it's suzuki night . food just make me fat . but they are so delicious . goshh . walked and shop . till then , when i was on my way back , saw the clarance calling for me . so like yea . lalalalala.

chilled at arrow , den waited the rest to come . we walked to college square . wanted to play games but yes , thing just don't turn out as it is . we then do the thing we wanted . lay down on street and picture .

wohoo , i didn't on my alarm and yes i'm late . sorry dude , you gotta wait for us . and we're late for psychology class . then was maths . omg , i don't friggin know what are they . all add maths . and singaporeans are so smart . they all know . i feel so dumb . then , timetable is out . my friggin god . my timetable is just so not nice . okay screw that . had tea with peilu den home.

it's so windy today ....

depress

2008-02-26T03:48:00.000-08:00

ookay, i' not depress but soon gonna be . they had this maths lecture and homework begins . so that means our fun days will be off . yes , gone for movie today . atonement . omg , it was so bored at first . but yea . naik kereta again . we thought it was movie day and it's 7 buck . but hell , it's 13 . shuduppp . no fair .

anyway , this morning i sat on the greent park outside state library while waiting for them to walk down . i took some beautiful pictures . yes , very indeed . it was not long , den they appeared . yes , then to qv bought the basket , laundry stand . and yes , we walked on the street with these stuff on hand . it's so weird . then to the reject shop to get mich's miror . then then , was kfc to eat . since we are clueless where to get food . me , shereen and edgar ran back to college for our HOI．we thought they are taking attendance , but what . no they didn't . and we spent the whole 1 1/2 hour there doing nothing but having som history talk . ridiculous ain't it .

i heard maths 1 is killing . what about maths 2 . i can't imagine . but no i'm not giving up maths since , i've choose them and i have people to help me on . please i'm gonna make them one even i didn't take add maths .

okay , cooking tmr . maybe .
i don't know but friends i miss you guys so much .
just take good care there .
love:)

purple

2008-02-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

we all got the purple scarf and it's prettyy .. i like:P
yes , we all skipped the language thing class . yes very fine naughty . we went down to crown . haha . not gamble but , yes we go for the laser war . it was real fun . i died so many times . no fair .and yea , my team didn't really win . so like yea la . not fine at all . anyway before that was fine . we went to melbourne central and shopped . okay guys do the shopping this time . haha , it was fun tho .

then , cho sek called .and yes , me seeing him in melbourne . walked a little while . my toe goes blue black when my wrist goes the same . sigh , rugby made me so . my joints are not soft . they are so so so so painful . goshhh .

i'm so gonna do my laundry . it's a mountain tall now . tomorrow i'll do them . sigh , mass comm lecturer is so ghey . i wonder what had happen to him . why must he dress like that and why is there two bronze colour bangles on each hand and it's only one . so weird .

i miss my friends :(

yes that's my day .
night

my toe

2008-02-24T03:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday was docklands where we took the city tour . it was pretty . very pretty . and we had shopping . the best thing ever . we went to supre . it was on sale . stuff there are real reasonable . okay fine, cheap . 7.50 for a top . cheap ain't it . we girls can't stop it but yes , have it . we rushed to target but it was close . sigh . it's only friggin 5 . how can .. so early . no fair . okay , so i got home and yea . sleep . was feeling bad . and i forgot how i got to bed.

today was sunny but yet windy . we went to the treasury park . yes with a new bunch of people . yes , we got there . didn't plan to play but yea i got in the game . we played rugby . it was fun since it's exercising and burns fat . i'm feeling so fat here . i just can't stop buying chocolates when i see them . so it's almost a bar each day . yes , i had them even it's weekends . since it's been ages i last run , i did run today . feeling so great . the mates didn't expect that i could run . so yea . the guys are not delicate . but it was fun . very fun . was suppose to go crown for some laser war . but , not all are interested so maybe another day . we walked to the tram and stopped at swanston . since they love rice bar so much , we dine there . we all talked all channels .

gosh , i'm just too bored . yes bored . tiring . but fine since day passes quickly . i have class tomorrow . sigh i mean just intro lectures .

have a nice day peep !
love :)

big noise

2008-02-22T03:46:00.000-08:00

well, had the spin workshop today . it was fun . how people act . we have drama class and yea . it's fun .

the workshop made me gain something , at different angle you have different point of view . in fact, things do spin and that's how life is . in a different spot , it's another one of mind storming .

well , goes the big noise . instruments playing . it was alright . do all them in the union house . elroy went home sleep . so random , but yea , the only one missing . did some performance and yes that's it .

we cooked in sher's and rushed home before the tram leaves.

i'm just too bored that's why im doing this . well too much time .
lavish . i just miss the lavish since the mood isn't there . so i came home .
what a day.

beach

2008-02-21T03:56:00.000-08:00

melbourne weather is just so funny . it's real hot today and yea , gone to the beach . just the four of us . wasn't in a mood . what a bad one . yea , morrow up on 7 .

nite

city city

2008-02-20T03:43:00.000-08:00

well, i woke upi early morning again . so i don't miss my bus . the weather here is just ridiculous . it was 30 plus yesterday and it's only 20 less today . godness sake . had a tour around the city with some mate . walked, hopped on tram , it was fun . and somehow i got to know , designers in melbourne get high pay and so the art is so acceptable .

well , things end early , so bumped into sher's apartment . i was too tired and yea , had a nap while she's busy blowing bubbles . well , we ate winter melon right then , shusssh we walked down to our computer lesson . my college id picture just suck . well , few new friends are in bank again . waited for ryan to finish up his gym then we chilled at ryan's . it took so long to decide where to dine and then finally , lygon street .

we all just can't stop laughing of small things . yes , we all love laughing . and yea , more more is i'm so random . a quote goes "i think they put water into the water" he first water was supposed to be apple . yes and they laugh their ass off . it was such chilling weather , and i hopped on the tram to get home . met a friend named adrienne and yea the first thing she asked was, do you know sheen leng ? and so we got so excited . sabrina , natalie , dharma , all people names just flows out . and yea .

everyone knows nazamir here =.= anyway i'm not sure why i'm blogging bout my routine . but yea , just feel like it .

night people , have a good day:)

orientation

2008-02-18T04:01:00.001-08:00

i'm sorry , the comp just dont support my pictures . i'll post them soon .

it was valentines . and i spend them in my college . valentines wasn't in my mind anymore . don't seems to exist . so i didn't bother . stepped home and grab the scarf and off i went to the city . i spent it at yarra river . it was windy . lots couple were hand by hand . then i got home .

living in a total unfamiliar place is bad . getting to know the route and stops . somehow i took a long time . after the movie cj 7 , i got on tram lessons . the sky don't get dark even it's 8 . my eyes are too heavy to carry on .

got to the college early morning 9 . chilled at sheeren's . finally i found one . then we are in a small tour down to city , walk down to qv and then they shop in the big w . chocolates are yummy . delicious somehow .

it is just so hot here right now .

for the humans

2008-02-18T03:43:00.000-08:00

well , i just have so much to say but somehow, it just don't come out . it's inside my heart .

well , my dear human friend .
thanks for being the one for all happiness . somehow it's a slight of regret that it wasn't a long period of time spending with you . somehow i enjoyed it and thanks for being one . btw , the first gift was purpose to protect you on , the second one i guess you should know . i'm just out of ideas.

dear human , please love yourself more , when it's time to give , you give . don't go on turning at the same roundabout . learn to take another one . thanks for all the care and i hope i did helped you . i had a great time with you .

you are the one that i have nothing to shout out . in fact thanks , your priceless gift makes me remembers you all the time i sight it . take care

i could never forget the face you gave the moment i stepped to the airport depart gate . it was my memory , thanks for dragging me along with memories and so thanks for helding me up when it's all time. i'll come back and complete our mission .

human , u're the one with words of inspiration . thanks for the word you left by my ears . it's difficult to reach but i hope it could be done by me . i'll remember what it is to straight . your name somehow gives power .

bff, you are the best to walk with . somehow thanks la . it's pretty nice to hang out . remember what you promise on . you better think before anything . you better .

the two sweety , thanks .

the greatest one . thanks for your care . somehow you gave me the feeling of being care . thanks for everything .

you , just thanks .

well , there's more to say . just i'll stop.

leaving and come

2008-02-15T04:31:00.000-08:00

well , i just got settled down .
my dear friends .
thanks to those whose willing to come ,
those that have a heart for me .
all the one that filled every single moment of mine ,
with memories , with smiles , without silence
i just love you all more .

things come to a differ one .
well , i'm use to being in the city without a company .
i'm kinda use to it .
no more driving , no more easy transport.
all i do is take busses and so trams .
everyday i walk a distance .

it's windy now , but it's summer .
friends , just not there yet .
i'm eating more since i'm using my pair of legs more .

will come to more when the comp is more ready .
i still have malaysian time .
my watch never the australia time yet.
i'm wondering what you all are doing there .
just so want to go home now .

night .

thanks a bunch

2008-02-09T12:17:00.000-08:00

thanks for all your love ,
all your care .
i just could not replace anything by syaing thank you.

thanks

birthday babe

2008-02-05T11:31:00.000-08:00

well it's your b'day ,
my friend .
hope you had a great one .
lots love .

happy 18th birthday emily :)

circles

2008-02-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

now the amin have gone ,
gone to another land .
and yes so much to leave.

the nanameh's day .
celebrated together .
had the spicy moment.

had the time with the girls .
well , it was a moment .
been so long we last did the chilling .

it's raining again ,
for sake , gotta jaga the condition.
air cond , gotta reduce .
so much to do , so messy.

i feel feel like , crying .
haha , i'm real leaving soon.
soon enough .
i'm so afraid to take it .
fear to have those time .
i ask if i could turn back .
but , i'm not given ways to do so .
that is my only road .
there is no turning back..

well , the apple is half hanging in the hcina airport .
wei , i miss you .
snow , please stop falling so much.
it's beautiful already .

finally, finally .
please .

late night

2008-01-31T21:11:00.000-08:00

last night , it was the worst night ever.
i come to notice the time strikes 2 .
and that's the reason i'm feeling tired .
after a day of walk . well , it was real real long walk i think,
hanging out in the fitting room for hours .
emily's hand is full with a mountain of clothes .
and it's heavy she told me .

i could barely sleep and it was four already .
struggle and struggle .
i can't take it so i asked for help .
i cry out loud for the pain .
it was my worst night .

sometime i wonder , why do i have to have these pain .
but i think that's a process of life .

boo

blossom

2008-01-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

here there here there , there here and here there .

shut , for sake knows what it means .
bah , just wind it up .
sitting down here and did nothing for the whole few hours
so damn useless .

damn , i'm looking forward fot the days ,
please , give me some fun .

i dreamt someone telling me ,
i will be very happy , because they will
they promise to pay me smiles .
better be true .

i wanted the shot .
it was just so good !
mind me .

out the door .

all taken away

2008-01-28T05:23:00.000-08:00

yes, all taken away .
all together .
time , effort and just everything .

i'm just so hidden inside now .
in fact i realise being in own world will not be defeated
this is when you are all protected by your own .
you never get harm .

days just gone like this .
at least that day i manage to benefit myself with contact lens .
my eye sight is way clear now .
thanks cynthia for the accompany .

hit the room again today .
but it was way nice .
i had fun .

whatever it is .
appreciate what you have .
it might gone missing in just seconds .
perhaps faster than it .

shut it .
.

youth 2008

2008-01-19T23:05:00.000-08:00

there's this event going on at pwtc .
too bad it's the last day today .
well , there's lots activity going on .
just for the youth .

i didn't have the mood to go on ,
till i was in there .
but still , no meaning when there's no one to accompany .
i manage to grab cuppacakes .
yummm..
i wonder how things go influence human .
human can be very energetic
very supportive and too very active .
even when they are real tired .
that's what i see today .

i'm so wanting to go on joining things .
yes everything fun .

i'm in a rush and this men came by .
i thought he was asking for direction .
infact , he asked stupid stuff.
kinda freak me out .

i regret for not staying there longer .
i could have explore things .
bah , it's alright .
since i'm tired of walking

back to the home and get clean up .
feel like watching a movie .
serious one .

another one day .

people

2008-01-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

ahh , well
i don't think it work .
yea it's not working .
i'm lucky to see my visa being approved .

i see people from streets ,
they just don't seems like it .
well , same goes people around me .

i call it weird .
cuz i think it is .

finally got the licence .
i can drive .
but i suck in it .

after eight days away ,
lotss just come to change .
people could just ask and leave .

till then,
it was the event days .
went for a couple .

i shop for men stuffs yesterday .
i bought boxers .
jesus .
for god sake , i'm tired .
after these shopping .

being stuck in the jam just dont seems good .
the driver says so .
i'm lucky i don't have the licence yesterday
oh well , i did the shopping with you .
so you better remember me when u're over at aussie .

jacky cheung rock .
he rule .
he is just just so freakkky amazing .
his voice mind me
the sexiest one .

there'll be presentation tomorrow .
i'll need to wake up early again .
i don't remember i need injection .

i need specs now.
so sad , i' blind .

my room is real messed up ..
serious .

i'll get to you !!!

the feeling

2008-01-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

it feels like it .
things turning another way round .
i mean . it's not that way anymore .

well , i just could barely imagine how will it be .
yes , i couldn't .

i miss apple .
i miss lunch break .
i miss everything.

toodles

new year

2008-01-02T09:22:00.001-08:00

oh it's new year .
merry people !!!!
everything is new . so the day is important .
all good things to come .

but my throat just dont goes right .
since i'm too bored at home and turn to be a bandaraya .
those chocolates are just too yummy !!

i've been asking for things .
yea , so many things . ahh .

everything is fine . and yes . fine

i'm out of words .

ciaoo

like a star

2007-12-30T00:42:00.000-08:00

sleeping just feels so great .
so great .
a couple of annoying bum just tend to grow .
arghH!! so annoying .
could barely speak now .

bohoo , it's the end .
end of 2007 .
in a couple hours more .
so quick .
what's in 2007 ??
lottsaaa them .

just so so so muchie .
how good if time stops right here .
i'm just feeling now .

what will be the last thing u'll have in mind,
if death is just right infront?

oh boy , my room is turning a mess again .
i'm craving for pan mee now .
i'm gonna get them !!
i'm craving for the things.

few novels is knocking on my door .
better get them entertain :)

it's a boring sunday , yet peaceful .
i like it .

cheerio!

condoms

2007-12-29T05:45:00.000-08:00

bohoo, it's another night again .
the poppy just did the expand .
there's a pool . so go chill out people .
it 's more spacious now , better one .
they had this celebration .it was just beautifully organised .
we did the walking , all around .
the rum jungle and passion just don't seems to fit us on .
we go on and chill .

my dark circles just do bother me so much!!
oh well , the fashion show is just so great .
condom is used to make clothes .
it's real cool . when the models are wearing different colours of condoms on .
just happen to meet some people
may xuen and all.
i didn't manage to meet the hottie since his girlfriend is there .

we talk and chill.
cassie went on dream . just so cute .
nothing much .

came home , dad called.
went out again since he've got his new toy .
we ate at the mamak .
he claimed it fat and didn't allow me to have the second piece .

the karaoke didn't work out today .
i'm dead tired.
so i stayed home :)

i need to get my hair cut . soon soon .
very soon .

oh we got to the pavilion the other day .
it was a fun outing .
i've been missing my friends heaps !
i'm just so glad to see them around .
it's getting lesser than ever .
so not used to it . baha

for the christmas.
thanks alot .
i just love them so much . it's just so nice
i feel them so warm .
so thoughful .

oh well ,
the clouds don't seems good nowadays .
people , take it something .
stay happy and don't be sad .
when u're sad , the fun won't follow you .
just smile like a freako !
it'll be better .
it doesn't matter . it really don't.
i remember it clearly .
once it's all covered .

i'm just so fat now .
i ate half box of biscuits .
i'm just too hungry
and yes . it's biscuits .
i need more exercise !!!

some people owe me outing !!
yes , it's you and you .

don't u forget .
i owe them some also la .
oppppssy!!

ta !

plain one

2007-12-27T08:59:00.000-08:00

as days goes by ,
my brain goes working .
i just couldn't stop thinking .
i couldn't . all i could do is just let it be .
i'm always asking , why are they so ncie?
well , i don't know.

been missing sleep for couple of nights .
i could stay up late and watch dvd .
so many things i could do .

i'm so tired ,
i'm so so tired .

please .
i dont feel good .

nite

plain

2007-12-23T06:04:00.000-08:00

u know when it's late .

dad got me a surprise .
he got me something .
i'm feeling horrible .
yes , when i started to pack things .

it was my day out ,
gone to the pavilion again .
did some clothing trying .
sometimes it's silly to do that alone .
somehow it's dim .

anyhow, family dinner ,
we catch late night movie .
suppose to catch another one .
since it's too far and i'm late for it .
so i deecided another one.

i crawl out from my bed this early morning .
since i'm learning my driving .
i need to do alot od parking practise
my hand ache now . boohooo.

i feel like baking .
so i wanted to bake for my friends .

christmas oh christmas ,
presents!! lotss to get .
so i gotta think what to get the people!!
fly fly fly , everyone can fly now .

aimless for now .
so yea .

nite.

alive

2007-12-17T08:18:00.000-08:00

i was like a baby , craving for ice cream .
so i decided to ring my dad to get them for me .
since he didn't meet any mc donalds , instead he came home .
was busy on skype and with the phone calls .
people just don't go happy nowadays .

till then , i recieve a text .
"we are going to get ice cream in 5 minutes time"
it was almost 1 .
we both drove out , went all the way to tawakal .
i've got my sundae which is real good .
so so satisfy with it .
that feeling is just plain so good !
i came home and continue .

could barely sleep . but the next morning .
novel found by my bedside .

i totally forgot my check up today .
brought the beverly for injection .
it hurts , i know . 3 in a row .

since christmas is near , some decoration needed to be done
went to the ikea and got stuffs .
i'm not a shopper . was dead tired .
suppose to chill at trop . instead came home .
tomorrow will do or something .

words needed to be said , things needed to be solve.
days pass through us silently .
till the day it will come.

end.

another day

2007-12-16T06:41:00.000-08:00

why la my day is so bored .
i found something interesting from the star newspaper today .
sticker ! it's nice . the words are wonderful . bohooo
check it out people . dad told me it was that particular company but i didn't believe .
till i checked it out . it was cool . good deal people !! better than tmnet one .
www.happy.com.my . it's so cool. i like the theme . lovely done .

today was tiring . somehow why are these people just so stubborn .
can't they understand the use of sign board or notice ???
didn't they read newspaper or listen to the radio ???
i was about to just give the two "civilize" citizen some notice .
since the person i asked to didn't want to approach .
so i decided to , but why must poeple stop me ?
they are just so wrong ? don't they know what to do in petrol stations?
handphone shall not be function , worst is , she actually started that once she's in .
she pump her petrol and still busy talking , then her whosoever took over .
talked till the very end , till she bloody drove off . i'm so pissed!!!
i'm just right beside them . i didn't care if they have make a fight with me .
my life is beside death .. okay perhaps not that serious .
but i'm just pissed !

i just could never understand what happen to my table . it's messy again !!
now i know why , people jsut like to put stuff on my table .arghH!!!
i miss school . yes i miss school.

i need to be normal . yes normal .
it's abnormal now .

i find this song so beautiful .

don't give up-alicia keys &bono.

*bad*

paint it black

2007-12-15T05:12:00.000-08:00

i bought a book the other day . it was half way through .
not oo bad tho . singapore trip was good . extremely fun .
although it hurts . we make good use of time and walked alot .
mini bubble pearl tea just make me so good .
i find my country is not that safe after all .
we can't compare tho .
boo , prom is over , high school life came to a full stop .
it was a great night after all . i had fun . food is good .
so so good . i sort of miss family life .
days since i last talked to them . i missed out aunt's birthday.
a couple things came to happen .
everyone is back .
was jean's birthday . we had bbq . was good .
drama in the middle , oh and it was a scene .

the other batch is back , for some time we last dine .
yesterday was good . had our dinner .
hokkien mee is so so tasty . awesome .
enchanted is darn funny , we acted how princess giselle did .
it was not too bad movie . shall watch it .
then was red box plus . it was alright .
the internal is beautiful . the vip room is huge huge !!
and i found out pavilion is good .
at night it was just good enough to have a drink and chill.
like how the curve shall be . it's so great to hang around .
we sang and sang . then grand millenium is a blast .
it's cool and just nice for wine .
presents . wohoo . it's christmas .
i shall plan for the coming week .
needed to be fun . i want it to be one .
cool gadgets just appear and make me so tempted .

i'm too lazy for doctors already .
MnM is so good . the christmas edition is fine !!! i love it
i'll share . if you want :)
surprise . i'm glad for you . i'm happy for you .
you two better enjoy that one month .

let's go for a candle light dinner .
i'm just so into beautiful places .
it feels so good when you see kids smilling with you .
when they ask you to give attention on how they act .
my little friend lost her mother .
she's still young to understand for now .
strange , she could not sleep the night before her mum passed away.

i found out muscles can be build in many ways .
and i find it ugly .

just a little bit love ..

"i threw them away" and that is how much i mean to you . ahah..
funny one .

have fun !

2 each day

2007-12-04T08:22:00.000-08:00

yuck , it stinks . but arghh . nevermind .
i'm so useless today . what i did was , watch tv , eat .
godness sake . but those movie is cool . so i don't mind .
i didn't know i have those channel on . blur one .
prom oh prom . better make it a blast this year .
make it kao kao , our last year wei . bohoo
dad is so funny .
sonic something . whatever it is .
i'm not gonna think about it . recording .
sit there and do recording . no thanks .
i need to move around . too nice for them

finally , my room is clean .
er, not that clean but , half .
books all cleared . relieved .

tomorrow will be a girl day .
yea , it will be .
let's go on karaoke .
so long since i last enter those room .
why la my limewire is not working .
i need to download songs ..

i'm left with not much time .
that is bad . yes bad bad .
i cant wait to shop . singapore here i come .
klia will be busy since lots going to leave malaysia .

christmas , new year .
i'm tired today . yes . that's good .
i can sleep at last .

nite.

this way

2007-12-03T09:24:00.000-08:00

great , another day .
i'm always glad when i'm called . haha
walked around with the emily . measure measure .
lol , choose , this that . godness . somehow , naik kereta .
well , was real exhausted.
could barely sleep .
my eyes are not heavy for now .
i don't belive in medicine anymore .
it's not helping in fact it's killing .
i'm suppose to own good sleep , but because of them .
i failed . there's so much much thingd i wanna do .
will make a list , in fact i have them . haha

alright , we control our life cycle .
yes , we do . because it is in our hand .
like what just pass through my ears just now .

here it goes , where he interupt my ears :)

A long time ago, there was a Zen Master. When the students ask questions, he had the answers. Determined to challenge the Master, a student wanted to find a question that the Master couldn’t answer. Day and night, he masterminded many tough questions but the Zen Master answered them all. One day on the way to school, he saw a wounded bird falling from the nest. As he climbed the tree, a thought flashed into his mind and instead he climbed down the tree and brought the bird with him to the school.
When he saw Zen Master, he asked the Zen Master, “Dear Zen Master, can you tell me if the bird in my hand is alive or dead?” Then, he smiled since he was very confident that the Zen Master couldn’t answer this question. To his surprise, the Zen Master also smiled and replied, “My dear student, if I say the bird is alive, you will squeeze your hand and it will die. And I will be wrong. On the other hand, if I say it is dead, you will release your grip and let the bird go. And I will be wrong too.” Thus, the right answer lies in your hand and I cannot answer,” said the Zen Master.
Yes, the choice and answer is in your hand. Your life and your destiny are in your hands too. You can become what you want to be. No one can tell you otherwise when you are determined to make it happen for yourself. You have the power within you to decide what you are. You are the captain of your soul and the master of your destiny. You are responsible for what you become, not others

it's true . well , human .
boo , time for it now .
toodles people !
i'm never someone knows how to express .

free bird

2007-12-01T20:17:00.000-08:00

eat , laugh , 789 , talk and everything .
basically , i spend my day off with the doctors .
oh well , it don't sound right and i have many cells killed .
was dead tired , but not much option . gotta go on with it .
not stopping , went through another one today .
pretty tiring already . with sorts of advices .

till then i was told to change .
i got them on and dash off steamboat.
food , deserts , coffee , sleep , talk , home .
cigar hurts , cars wonderful .

i promise myself to clean my room and so .
i'm doing it . i'm really into it !

if i'm capable , doctor will be something i consider .
the job is pretty fun . okay crap me . ahah

cheerio .

faking it

2007-11-29T01:18:00.000-08:00

exams over , okay i know there's one more . but no i don't care . it's over for me .
i can sleep all i want .
why didn't i take good pictures?
no way , camera needed morrow .
well , i really dislike faking around .
so let it be . you know .

don't force it when you not like it .
so yea . and that's it .
i've got lots cards to make .
cuz i'm into it .
it's on my list .
so that's it .

i will get my licence . soon soon
promise .
my dog smells good .
she wears perfume . for dogs.
i didn't know that till i see them .

plans plans .
outings .
left not much time .
not much .

see ya'll

gone

2007-11-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

everything is gone .
including it .

relieve

2007-11-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

great day tho .
was exhausted . but i have nothing yet in my brain .
and so , i decided to stuff something since i could barely concentrate last two days .
i had a long talk not long ago .
till then , i realise time passes so quickly .
you know , memories . people . attitude. everything .
i spent so much on things . and i sight so much . so so much .

well , we are upon to another path .
could i stop myself ?
awesome , i've been in a bad condition lately.
i would just scream at you when you're noisy .
why can't i just have a moment of silent?
people meant to be noisy is not making noise .

since i own such mood . better stuff up
tea helps . don't try too much .
i'm on the way towards doctor .

cheerio people!

gone

2007-11-25T07:20:00.000-08:00

the feeling is not right .
i had a bad dream .
things just go around these days .
i don't feel right .
i could barely store things .
all done was clicking on this things .
sick and sick .

why don't it feel alright ?
screamin does help .
i need some air .
really need them .

i'm just worry .
that's all .

travel

2007-11-23T20:32:00.000-08:00

oh boo , i forgot . let's go travel .
come come let's organise !!
think think people !

25 Random Things

2007-11-23T20:09:00.000-08:00

Tagged by emily.c

being low seems normal , well i come to think alot. so yea

when i'm craving for something , it's the matter of time . i'll definitely get them !

dislike myself sticking on bed , made me so lazy . but i still love sleeping

love to print pictures and just frame them up .

stick notes all around my room so i could remember .

i tend to ask why things exist?

being annoying all the time and ask things over and over.

short term memory on list .

oh well , i love colour pens.

i keep teddy , many many .

i'll never wake up without dreaming .

my leg goes wrong everytime it rains

i love to share what i do everyday .

hello kitty is cute

i love recieving hand made stuffs.

collecting nice and beautiful tiny things .

crystal is much love

never tell you what i want and wait till you got me the right thing .

capture all good moments .

i do remember people but i never call .

get things very slow .

heart the feeling of being satisfied

i own cold hands and legs .

ribbons is beautiful.

travel alone is so much to do.

green and pink

2007-11-23T19:50:00.001-08:00

i'm not a big fan of these colours but somehow just into it at the very moment.
i'm in love with the green but my best choice would be multi coulour.
boo , few papers to go .
too lazy to move my ass and get reading.
moral paper just stink , i mean my brain stink .
so then , i stop being stubborn and took two panamax.
slept , woke up by a call , eat , sleep again .
only hit the bed nearly 3+ . was too charge up .
so i end up watching E! and my beloved astro on demand .
i hate it and you know it .
feels like go on a jog yesterday night . it's healthy .

food oh food. i'm craving . better eat them all before i'm leaving .
wanted to hang out with friends at pavilion . but i choosed to stay home .
my room is darn messy and i know it's bad .

make it new

2007-11-21T06:38:00.001-08:00

i'm starting . again . pass don't equal to future. will update soon